Oh my…
Heh, sometimes you just feel like you were better to not do something. You feel the need to alter the past. Awfully, it’s not possible.
So what’s up here, you might ask?
It’s “A long story”! What you say, you’ve plenty of time? 
So alright, during the holiday in California this autumn many things happened, as it is quite normal when you live for longer periods together in a group of 4. You see everybody all-day, sometimes even by night ;). Maybe you loose your privacy, you get nervous, and things that happen cause more reactions thant they should to. You see your friends in another way, and hey! it is not always funny.
I don’t want to say more or less than this. I’m sorry about what happened, dunno if I could change something here and there to get all in the right spaces, but it makes me feel like it would’ve been better to go alone there. At least I would remember it clearly as a funny, exciting time in my life. And not just as an exciting time with more long-lasting traces than the ozone hole
Maybe the right people read this. You know, maybe I am kind of mad to write it down here. But times will go on, and so will I. Maybe we read this few lines in a year, and start laughing about that. Maybe we see this and think about this “stupid guy named Lukas”, who knows.
Amen 